One fragile and innocent thing.

HEY. WADDABOUT OUR FIRST LOVE? Just had an idea of blogging this. I'm currently watching this noontime show and their topic was about first love. How some people ended up marrying their first love. Just like that. Cute, right. So what I did before copy-pasting this article was I searched for FIRST LOVE thingummies.  

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First love

Theoretically first love can happen in any age or not happen at all. But most people had fallen in love for the first time when they were teenagers. That exciting new experience most of us remember very well during all our life. For an adult his/her own high school problems and the problems of their children seem very funny, silly and simple especially compared with all the difficulties of adult life. Somehow we forget how tragic and full of drama life and relationships were than in our adolescence.

Than a teenager falls in love and it happens for the first time he/she feels all it’s ups and downs for the first time either. In that age we mostly enjoy ourselves and study the new emotions inside than show much interest for the inner world of our first boy/girlfriend.

Once we start to show interest to the persons of the other sex and a little later instinctively choose our first love. The relationships between two sexes will interest and  trouble us during all our future life but these first steps are always the most difficult and for some of us turn to be very painful. Teenager has a growing and changing body that he/she hasn’t started to understand yet and a delicate soul which is so easy to hurt.

Adults very often don’t take this first affection for serious, they may laugh at it, preach, tell their children that they are too young to really feel anything, that his or her object isn’t a good pair for him or her, they may try obey them stop seeing their boy/girlfriend. This is all very wrong. No one can stop anybody from falling in love especially when it’s so beckoning with the novelty. Wise adults can only try to support their young comrade to pass this complicated with the least wounds and hurt. The feelings of adolescents are as changeable as their mood. So the first love usually goes very soon after it comes.  The mission of people around is to show that it’s not the end of world and that a teenager is not alone, that there still stay people who love him/her and in their love he/her can’t be sure. The first love is only the first lesson to learn but it like Alphabet stays in the basic of the whole future relationships of a human.

Very often we cherish these memories a lot, sometimes idealise them, remember the first love as something very innocent and fragile. If something went wrong than some people may have some problems with starting new relationships, they may even achieve come serious complexes that will be spoiling their relationships all the time.

But there’s no such low that tells we all fall in love for the first time in our adolescence if not with our coevals, than with our favourite teaches, famous actors and pop-stars. Yes, teenagers searching an ideal love object in the real life and not finding it there can turn to TV-screen heroes, or persons who are elder and seem wiser and more experienced when the people of the same with them age. Of cause most adults don’t take these kid’s falling for them too serious. It passes as does the hysterical passion for the pop-stars. But still some people don’t fall in love at this age of first love at all, they have some boy/girlfriends in order not to differ from others, to satisfy curiosity and a booty call, they may really like the coevals they have relationships with, but still it nothing serious. For those people their first love may come later, and the feeling will be the same new and surprising for them as for the teenagers. But Bernard Show said that if you haven’t fallen in love till you’re forty you already shouldn’t do it after. 

My first love and I's official first love design. Designed by Kuya Sonny Ricablanca.

THAT'S ONLY OURS.

my first love <3.

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Just saying.

I'm not a fan of cancelled hangouts, meet-ups, dates, etc because of some invalid annoying reasons, whatever. Really not a fan.


But yeah, we're all different. I understand that. But, kick ass times are important to me. Times that I have always looked forward to. Times where I ca only escape from the demands of this ever changing world. So yeah.


It's when your level of excitement drops from 95% to 5%. This annoyance will pass in a bit. I'm not just a fan of this. JUST SAYING. :-P

Cold Breeze

There has been a steady cool breeze. The trees sway nonstop. As you go in the corners of the world today, you'll probably see houses beautifully decorated, colorful lights everywhere, people beating the sales, jingles everywhere. Well, welcome to the best time of the year.. Christmas Time!!

We people are very particular to this time of the year. Nothing beats Christmas Time. Right? I guess, the feeling of joy will never be replaced when we welcome the month f December. Its a different celebration. I find peace, and love everywhere. How I wish it's always Christmas.

I love living in the South. Particularly in this Sector of Batangas because I get to experience this lovely steady cold breeze, it does spawn the Yuletide season. 

Just writing this to welcome this time of the year. Wishing everyone an advance Merry Merry Christmas!! <3.

Something really worth the sweat.

Nothing beats.

Thrilled. Amazed. Victorious.

I just had one of the best days in my life. November 25, 2010. I woke up excited but a bit nervous. Why? Because this day marks our Grand Case Presenatation @ De La Salle Lipa.

Excited because I will be representing not only my College but also our University FOR THE FIRST TIME.
.........................I will be facing a crowd I actually dont know.
.........................I together with my GrandCase teamates want to rock the day.
.........................we will be presenting the case we've been working hard for.

Nervous because I still have cough which for me is a killer. I'm afraid that I'd be coughing while presenting my part, and that isnt good.
.........................maybe, just maybe... The panel of judges will critique our paper that much..
........................I may not be able to present my part in 5 minutes.

I knew from the moment that I woke up that this will be a joyful day. Just to make this story short, my teamates arrived @DLSL quite late, Funny though. We prayed. Unfortunately (but hell not), Abu picked number 1. So we will go first. Btw, there will only be 2 schools competing. As Jomar (the talented technical guy) played the intro of our case. We've seen how in awe the audience were. It was very high-tech. I will be the 2nd presenter and as Jean called my name, I got on stage and basically what's been on my mind is that..Please, Lord. Dont let me cough cos I promise I'll rock this. And I was just so g-l-a-d. I presented my part very well. I walked, talked, explained my part with confidence. Not thinking about whether will I be oughing or not. I enjoyed that very moment. And thank you Lord, I didnt cough during my presentation. Amazing.

My teamates, really did well. Damn well. They rocked. Seriously. Although we ran out of time. Still.. We rocked the Question and Answer portion. Thank u Lord. We would always remember what the panelist told us while on stage for the critiquing, 'Be smart'. and we were. They stated that they were impressed. And that's a point on us because we really worked hard for this.

I want to commend the presenters of the other school for a job well done. They did really good. Although we've supported them, they did not seem to care. Their Clinical  Instructors were very unprofessional. But.. Seems like, if you'd get bothered by other schools or if you'd just remain bitter, well you will not succeed. Well enough for that. It was a nice competition aftre all.


Haayyy.. Seriously, I am still wide amazed and grateful that I was one of those seniors chosen. Lord, our prayers do move mountains. This is something worth the sweat. Something that we will always remember for the rest of our lives. I'm so proud of my team and our coaches. Seeing them happy, jumping for joy, believing in our abilities alot.. wow! Thank you.

I am also glad that Ive met new people.

I share this medal to:
..my former GrandCase teamates.
..our instructors who have been so supportive. Ma'am Yolyn, Ma'am Bergado, Sir Mar, Sir Cumba. You guys rock!
..my Groupmates: GroupB
..Lindsay and Heather. Who have been always supportive.
..My LOlo, Mama, Papa and brothers. Aunt Loida and Patten.
 
I just feel like I won a lottery. One of the best days of my life.

Puppy Love.

Young at heart. Teenage love. Puppy love. Young love. Highschool blues.

Getting into my nerves. But technically speaking, who would never get so giggly when this is being talked about. right? I was once a highschool student who had loads f crushes around. I experienced the thing everyone pertains to as 'puppy love'. The thing we all refer to as kilig-to-the bones of being a highschool student. Yes, I experienced those mushy and cute stuff and even upto this moment that I'm already 20 (still young @ heart) I still smile and have a fun time reminiscing the highschool 'mushy' days.

..I was once 13, but I wasnt that super child-like 13 kiddie. I kinda had this strong yet kind looking aura. The look which is like you-cant-mess-up-with. But  behind that look is a very goofy highschool student. I was 13 years old (Well, actually 12) when I had my someone my first ka-mutual understanding (M.U). He was Patrick Allen (Patten) . But he isnt my first boyfriend. HAHA. I was 13 when I had my first boyfriend young, eh? I was 14 when I cried to my Mum when I told her about my relationship thingy to a guy she really didnt like. I was 15 when I had my first puppy-love heartbreak although it was a plain mutual understanding. The heartbreak which I did have a hard time moving on cos I liked the guy alot and we've been really good friends (although we didnt have this boyfriend-girlfriend relatiosnhip). I got over it after a year. I was 16 when I opened my heart again to someone. It was plain mutual understanding again for 3 months. But I eventually ended up being a heart broken. But i didnt not consider it as a puppy love..

Funny though. Highschool is a lot of fun. But never did I play with the thing called love. Also, never did I go beyond my limits. I wasnt like that. Looking back, I learned a lot from my highschool puppy love experiences. Hey, I wasnt that school girl who only looked for love. On the first place, when I was in highschool puppy love was like the 10th priority.

..Puppy love is just like one of our life's cutest experiences. You'll never get to enjoy life without having experienced that. It is something so fun to share with someone you like or love as we pertain to. It is that something that when you recall, you just smile and giggle about. It's the thing when you can't get over a day without having seen your special someone. A thing which you share the giggles with your girlfriends. Puppy love is like when you feel your heart is beating so fast when you get to see that certain love of yours. Puppy love, it is when you are torn in a situation and all you can do is to impress that guy, the feeling that 'Dear Embarassment, please not now'. Puppy love, is something that you cant really eat a burger on the way you want it to be eaten because you're crush is looking at you. It is something some girls would cry overnight when they feel broken. It is something where you will like someone more when you hear him singing or playing a song for you...and there's more.

..How cute young love is, isnt it? For whatever it is, i'm glad that once, twice, thrice in my life..I experienced that. I have always said that love has its own ways of fnding us. May it be young or a mature love. With young love, we experience the fun and company given by someone special, the love that only that someone special can give, the care. AND A LOT MORE. 

The reason why I am blogging this thing out is, (let me catch my breath first)... My 14 y/0 brother already has a girlfriend. It is a sort of heartbreaking in my part because he is the youngest in the family. And he's been the family's baby, but a baby no more. Now I know how heartbreaking it is for some parents to accept that your child is a grown up.. Nonetheless, I am happy for my brother. Really happy! :-)

Who knows, you'd still ended up with your first puppy love. I was once infatuated with this certain guy when I was 12 (May 2003) and I'm puppylove-no-more with him. We shared the thing we always refer to as puppylove/infatuation when we were 12 but went on different paths, after 5 and a half years (Decemberr 2007) we met halfway and now I cant stop falling with my first love. I guess that was a puppy love that has grown.

..........My first puppy love, is currently my boyfriend for almost 3 years now, Patten.