February 28, 2011

The angel turns 3.

A special day. It's my adorable nephew/Godson Paul's 3rd Birthday. I love you heaps baby!

And so I woke up and thought of you, cutiepie! I'll see you in your little celebration baby! One cute angel I know is also celebrating a birthday. I love February 28! Cute angels day! ☺

I LOVE YOU! :) A joy!

February 20, 2011

Heroes II: My Heroes In Service

Let me call the my Heroes in Brothers and Sisters.
1. Ruby de Castro.
Ate Ruby. She's one of the few leaders I first knew when I got in YFC May 2003. She was this petite and very attention grabbing lady. I was not a fan of girls wearing high heels or whatever, I am a fan of ladies who wear jeans+tshirts+flats. And ate ruby was the jeans+tshirt+socks+slippers. She's cute. She is basically a hero because she serves with her heart. She does not choose the people she would share her life too. She tends to understand you. She believes in your abilities and will appreciate you. Your look, and how you carry yourself. Her music inspired me a lot. She was that first person, that made me define that simplicity is a real beauty. I was 12 when I met her, and even upto this moment that I barely see her. She continues to inspire me. The feeling that you know deep inside you, there will always be this person who will forever be an inspiration. That's Ate Ruby. I thank her for having shared her life with me. 





2. Kuya Joseph Zabala. 
 Hello Kuya Jo! Kuya Pogi as I used to call him. He was my leader when I was in KFC. He was that person who taught me that when you serve the kids, you just have to love them. Enjoy being with them, etc. He was a hero. 



3. Gerra Fetalvero.
 I basically knew her as the coord's daughter. But it was in Ate Gerra where I learned how to appreciate the kids so much. I mean, with all of you. And when she plans, she put s everything into it. She has a very creative mind. She's a hero.






4. Ralph Guce.
 My my-most-memorable partner in service. He is my hero because when I literally needed a partner, he was there. He may not have given the 100% work, but he was there for me all the way. Our partnership is something i'll always be proud having of. He has always told me before that.. If I were in that situation, I would understand unlike those who misunderstood him. His shoulders used to be my comfort when I felt bad with so many things. He was there to be my clown. He is annoying but I love him! Ha-ha. He will always be that someone whom I know, will always love me. I am really thankful of him. I just thank the Lord because I know when I offered him the position as my partner, he was unaware. He has no idea. But still. He accepted. Well, I know. Being in that position was his stepping stone. I am really proud of where Nunoy is now. People may misunderstand his naughtiness but I myself appreciate him. If given the chance to serve and have another partner again, I will still want him to be my service partner.ü



4. kuyas.
Sonny Ricablanca
The Cum Laude. The Full Time Worker.
This person was really one of the few people who inspired me so much. His words were moving. He is a very caring kuya. He was my hero. In the core of my heart, Kuya Sonny together with Kuya Joseph Saguid will always be my heroes in service. They inspired me academically, spiritually ofcourse. Whatever they say, I am moved.  
  Kuya Joseph as one of the coolest and most inspiring. He fights for what he truly believes in.




Moja Mojares.
I should never forget Kuya Moja. He is the one of a kind Kuya. He was my hero. He was one of the first persons in service who believed in me, big time. 



Jueren Nabua.
 I bet he truly is the sweetest. The kuya who will always check on you. Somone that Wherever the Lord brings him, he continues to inspire others. 

5. I want to name the other ates and kuyas who inspired me, too. And made an impact on my life too. But there's too many. :) You know who you are. 

6. My kfc team.
My subordinates. The ates/kuyas i led. How I miss all of you. Every single thing I did in the service will never be as possible enough If you guys werent there. Imagine handling hundreds of kids, with different attitudes, how stressful. But you just made things a lot easier. Thank you! My Heroes! I wish them all well. I love all of you!

7. The KFC Titos/Titas.
Awww! I know how much I got y'all disappointed when I decided to lie-low. But seriously, from the bottom of my heart. I thank God that He has given me good people like you. *Teary Eyed*. Thank You for imparting so many things in me. You guys made me feel super special. How you all treated me as your own, how you entrusted every single kid in me. Thank You for trying to understand. Thank you, for I know y'all have always believed in me. The reason why I never got tired of doing every single thing for the kids was because of you. I got your back, Titos/Titas. You were simply there. I miss you all. And you'll be forever here.


8. SCG.


From my first SCG to the last. Thank you for inspiring me and being heroes on your own. From my First SCG mates:
Kuya Earl Platon & Ate Sheila- You two are amazing duo. No doubt why you guys are successful in your chosen paths.
Ate Mae Mojares & MJ Tabora.- Thank you for being the first two people who did recommend me. Mj especially. I love you guys.
Rufa & Michael,
Aaron Pagcaliwangan & Keisha Mendoza, Kuya Regie Reyes I love you! You have been like a biological brother, Amor Macam, Ate Suzette, Jake-thank you!!
Tita Noemi& Tito Vio. I wish I could thank you a hundred times for being my second parents.
My 2nd SCG.
::Ate Mae & Mj.
::Lorenz Villa- 




I love you Lo. So many youths look up to you now and I couldnt be any proud. I saw you from the very beginning that we were starting as leaders but look to where you are now. Thank you for being my hero!
 
::Ate Queenie & Kuya Wilbert, you love birds are truly an idol. How you serve, amazing. My heroes as one. I love the two of you
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::Renz, Grace, Helen, Hezron: I love you. Heroes on your own. I love youu!ü




3rd Scg:
:: Justine Danielle Ilagan.




Baks, Words will never be enough. I met Justine when I was 11. She was 8. I became a YFC, and a KFC Ate. And it just so happened that I had the chance to handle her. Me being her ate. As I watched her crossed in the YFC, and became a leader.. I was so proud. Seeing someone you used to take care of has finally become a part of your group. I am literally proud of her. I actually entrusted her so many things. The bond we got is just so real. She is my heroine. She simply taught me so many things. I love my Baks! :)

Kuya Roel ;Ate bebang: Next people to inspire me. How they moved the colleges. Two great people!

Nailah & Ej! Awww!! You moved the Highschools!

Empoy: I LOVE YOU!

Charm, Vino, Ceph, Nikki, Mikko, Bungo, CB,Who else? Just all of you! I love you!! My Heroes.

Tito Benjie & Tita Carol Magaling. My sincerest gratitude for treating me as your own. You two were my first parents in YFC. Thank you for all the nice things. For all the kindness you have shown to me. For the love that you give to me all these years. I know, you will always love me. As much as I do love the both of you. Thank you for believing a lot in me. Thank you for the inspiration. 



. My little heroes.
The most important creatures I met in my service. Breaks my heart seeing that I can no longer get my position back and be with you guys again. (I chose to lie-low). If ever I would have another chance to repeat my life, and serve again, I will still choose serving the kids. The kids taught me so many life's lessons. How I remember when everytime the kids get to see me they will tease me or run onto me. Geez. People do not know how much love I put in my service to the KFC. If I could define love at the moment im writing this, I would say love was when I served the kfc. No one knows how much heart-breaking it is every time I get to reminisce the days of my being an Ate to the kids.  Those little creatures are my hero because it wasnt me who inspired them truly, it was simply them who made a HUGE impact in my life. 




To you guys, thank you for the inspiration. Thank you. 

Heroes.

A hero is an ordinary individual who finds the strength to persevere and endure inspite of overwhelming obstacles.

I have been thinking of what to blog about. To seriously blog about. And I thought of why shouldnt I blog about the heroes of my life. Yes, I have been sharing photos of people in my life but I seriously havent put some emphasis on who the heroes/heroines of my life are. So. I will be starting on the heroes of my life. Randomly thought of this one person. No particular order.ü
1. Aunt Loida. The Superwoman.
Aunt Loida with Aunt Beverly
She's an inspiration. A one tough woman whom I have always been thankful of having of. God has been so good to me that He has blessed me someone like her. Aunt Loida is my Papa's older sister. She's actually and mainly that one person who has been supporting on my studies, financially particularly. I mean, I cant believe that there are still some real good relative like her. I cant be any happier having her as another source of my inspiration. What she's been doing for me is incredibly wonderful. (I know, in time I will be able to payback. Ofcourse, I will). People do age. I mean, at her age. Wow. She continues to amaze me. How I wish I will be as tough as her when I grow older. She's been supporting so many people. And. That's just huge. Together with her partner, Tito Allan, who despite of having grown in a different culture like us, they're just amazing. They are good people. And I will always thank the Lord for having blessed me with my Aunt. A one tough woman who withstood and still withstands every trial that came and comes her way. Everytime I get the chance to talk to her, I learn. Whatver she says, it's worth learning. Her life's experiences are incessant. I wish that when I get to her age, I will be as beautiful and way tough and smart as her. She is truly my hero.

2. Francisco Fajutagana. The Greatest Living Grandfather.  
He grew up in a small town in Romblon. He came from a less fortunate family. At a very young age, he took the risk of going to a place he has never been before to pursue his dreams. He worked. Married at a young age. BUT, he finished his studies despite the early marriage, and financial instability. Raised 7 kids. Strived to have a better life.
I can shout to the world that I got the Best Lolo. He's absolutely the best. He is a man of words. I believe everyone in the family thinks that he is a hero. My Lolo just like everyone's grandparents did everything to put himself where he is now. A successful leader and advocate of the seniors. He knows how to discipline. And he will mold you to be better. He is that one great man who will support your decisions and still loves you all the way. He is a one loving husband, a father you'll always be proud of, and the Grandfather you'd say He's the best.. How he showed his love for my Lala when she was still living was way admirable. Even upto the last breath of my Grandmother, I saw eternal love. His love for my grandmother IS something you'll get hooked to. I am a proud grand daughter. 

3. To My dear grandparents who passed away
Medardo P. Munoz/ Tatay Ad, Never Met Hero.
My Papa's father. I didnt get the chance to meet him personally or be able to see him because he died 3 yrs before I was born but I consider him as a hero. And I dont have any idea why. It's just evertime I visit his tomb in Cavite, I always feel like I knew him a lot and that he has imparted a lot in my life now. Which is weird. But everytime I hear stories of him as told by my father, Ive always been in awe (maybe that?s why). How I wish I got the chance to meet him back then. I believe I got the good genes in him. Ha-ha. Papa always tells me that Tatay Adi is a very handsome guy. but anyway, I guess I consider him as my Never Met Hero who played a big part in my life. I love Tatay Adi. 
Elena P. Munoz
Pa's Mum. I love her to bits. My very beautiful grandmother. I remeber shedding bucket of tears when she passed away. I was 11/12 then. Nanay Eli has been a total supporter of me when I was a kid. I remember her living in our house. I remember that one Xmas Day that I chose staying with her because I wanted to take care of her. When she was still living, she would call me and ask how I was doing.
Why is she a hero? Basically cos I know, for one good reason. In her own way. In her own unique way, she exemplified what love is. People may say not-so-good things about her when she used to be healthy, but I dont care. What she showed me when she was living was all the kindness in the world.. I can remember her looking at my face, really proud and happy everytime she sees me back when I was little. I know, even once I was a joy to my Nanay Eli.


Patricia Mosca fajutagana.
What a lovely name. She's my heroine.
Wow! I cannot put into words. Can you just click this link? Makes me miss her most. Click this.
This one too.
  

PathoPhysiology

There are so many things running to my mind. Distracting my neurons, specifically. But
mostly, the cells of happiness are on my entire body. It's like I am having a disease which
I can barely get over with. A disease called happiness. mediated through the release of so-called happiness hormones. O seriously, I am in bliss. In a way
serious bliss.

The predisposing factor of this disease is mainly unknown. But if I will just analyze the
things very well and squeeze out the little factors that contribute to the progress of this
disease, I may have enumerated those.

1.Graduation day.
I just filed the application form for Graduation.

2.I can even smell a your-wish-is-my-command thingummy. And I am excited!

3. I am a fan of seeing loads of people happy. May it be on TV or wherever.

4. GoodVibes coming up! I have no idea where do I get all the positive energy, although I
am a positive person this time it's different. I'm feeling all the good vibes everywhere.

5. the love of my family, my guy and friends. It's huge.

6. And what's fatal is.. The feeling of UNKNOWN! I wanna groove, shout and scream
my lungs out.

-s/s:
  • I'm assuming/dreaming im having tachycardia + constipation.
  • the huge smile on my face cant be erased.
  • loving people all the way.
  • More inspired.
  • A lot determined.
  • shouting for joy.
  • thanking God..

----------->;Happiness.
This little happiness makes me go crazy. Crazy little happiness.

Ps. Happiness is a state of mind or feeling characterized by contentment, love, satisfaction, pleasure, or joy.

February 19, 2011

Crazy Friday Night! :)

After 16 years of waiting, I finally signed my Application for Graduation. I bet my mum and aunt will be really happy as soon as they see the picture.


Yeah, i mean. Nothing beats the feeling. Education is the best gift you can ever receive aside from love, etc. And together with my batchmates, I feel so overwhelmed that I finally got to sign this. Cant wait to march. I cant wait to make parents proud. I cant wait to bring everything back to the best people in the world who have helped me pursue my studies (my aunt for the most part). I'll make you guys proud.

I am just so grateful. :) Sorry about this crazy little thing.

February 12, 2011

A Promise.


This is a promise:

All the Blogs to be posted here (following this post) will reflect Positivity and Good Vibes . Less quandaries. 



Love,
little kiddo

February 3, 2011

PhotoBlog.


Little thingummies I found in Tumblr. :-))
OH YEAH, ha.


I LOVE YOU, PAPA♥

EXACTLY ☺☺☺

February 2, 2011

Just some ummm.




‎''You and I are a team. Nothing is more important than our friendship '' Three years and one month. :-)


There is no black-and-white situation. It's all part of life. Highs, lows, middles.