Your day with a scotch mist.

The Scotch mist outside engender a feeling of bracing weather. Ooh, how I love the downpour.  When I was a kid, I was told that rain is a sign of blessing. Now, it’s divulging me the schemes of fathers are true blessings from God.

It is almost Father’s Day. And a rain welcomes the day.

The four most important men in my life are celebrating their special day.

• My Papa, Thonie- He will always be my first love, and I will always be his little girl. Dear Papa, whatever happens. I love you forever. You may not be the Perfect Papa but there are countless of things in my world that can not be Perfect without you. 

• Lolo Frank. He is our great source of inspiration. I love my Lolo with all of me. A Lolo who is more than a hundred schoolmasters.

• My Two brothers. Kuya Doods and Kuya Frank. They have always pampered me. The men who have always made me safe.

His heritage to his children wasn't words or possessions, but an unspoken treasure, the treasure of his example as a Man and a FATHER.☺ Happy Father's Day! ♡

Melancholy

Hey ya. I feel like so down in the dumps right now. Mama’s leaving for Ontario today June 8, 12 mid day. Needless to say, our home will never be the same without her. Such sweet little random thoughts from a daughter. Anyhow, this is life. And we wish her all the best.

Apart from that, this thing adds to my melancholy: My boyfriend Patten is having second thoughts of not going back in Philippines, he just had his vacation in London and supposedly, he will be arriving tonight. June8.  Oh please, I don’t wanna miss him more. But you know, I always want the best for him.

I do wanna say a lot here. I have typed a lot, but decided to expunge those.. Should be left unsaid in this blog. Anyhow, I am staring at my Mom. She’s sleeping in my bed. I will really really miss you, Ma!! :-(

I am really sorry. But things like those are distressing. 

So now, what I am looking forward to this day is that: Mama's gonna have a safe trip. And Boyfriend comes back........

SCG: One Time, Big time!

06.03.10

Ate Queenie posted a stuff in Facebook which has led to this =)

Man, I am very excited to see them. I met these beautiful people in a community called by God years and years ago. (Youth for Christ). We were the Sector Core Group of the EASTB Batangas then. We were the leaders. Being a part of that Sector Core Group made us realize a lot ot things. So many lessons learned and a real friendship was built. We are different people on our own, but despite our little differences, we have learned to love each other more. You know being a Leader is a tough job, but with these people who stood by your side and supported you all the way..It made things a lot easier. To cut the story short, we separated ways. We took different journey and some remained in the community. I was one of those who chose to leave, and that was never easy.

 Anyhow, Let's move on. So Yes, after a year and a Half. Here we are again, having this little kick-ass moment that we call MEMORY.

(L-R: MJ, Me, Kuya Wilbert, Ate Queen, Lorenz, Grace, Noy)

Loads of catching ups:

I miss Ate Queen and Kuya Wilbert

I am so glad to see them very happy and fulfilled. I admire their relationship a lot. Ate Queen is a newly Registered Nurse and Kuya Wilbert, on the other hand is a BS Psych Graduate. He has a work and I heard he has a good salary. (ha-ha). Congrats to the both of you!

Here is Renz.

A student still. Ha-ha. He's like the -Nakakatuwa- sa group. He has a lot to tell which I tell you, his stories make us laugh. =) He is a future RN. ☺ 

MJ.He is the happy go lucky.

He's the oldest. Ha-ha. And the CALL CENTER AGENT whom I can not believe how fluently he speaks English.Ha-ha.

Grace.

She's on a job-hunt. I hope you'll get a good career. We miss your smile, Grasya!

(Bebecoh)

Lorenz./Lo He is one of my best buddies.

He is an inspiration to a lot of Youth. He is the current head of the whole Batangas province, and He works hard. He has Passion in everything that He does especially when it comes to the service.

Ralph/Nunoy. My PAKNER!

He is one of my real closest friends. We bully each other a lot. Ha-ha. He knows I understand him a lot. And I am very lucky to have had him my partner in service. =)

By the way, the little get together was held in DAIRYMOOR, Tanauan. A half an hour drive from Lipa. We did rock the Dairymoor's second floor. Ha-ha. We are really sorry. We just had fun. ☻

Our laughs are limitless.
Our memories are countless.
Our friendship is endless.

My forever brothers and sisters not just in Christ... but also in hearts.

It is indeed my pleasure to be with these beautiful people once more.

My Best Guy Friends inYFC. Lo and Noy.

Countless memories. An endless friendship.

Beautiful 7 Years.

'' Nobody's perfect, but two imperfect souls, if they're together, they would complete each other'

Happy seven years of a beautiful friendship, Patten! ♥

I met Patten seven years ago. We were 12 y/o. So young, huh? I attended this Youth Camp May 24 ’03. He was a part of the service team and I was a participant. I didn’t know his name.



Days after my Youth Camp, twas like I got to see him almost every day because we needed to practice for a sport since we will be having Sports Fest. To cut the long story short, I was introduced to him. (Well, there was a rumour that this certain guy finds me cute). Haha. Really so high school.



So I got to like chat with him since I was a bit chatty. Young love. Kidding aside. School started and we were enrolled from different schools. I can even remember that he once had fetched me from school. To cut the story short, our little-juvenile special friendship didn’t last that long. It lasted for only six months. Ha-ha. Mehn, how young were we then. But we remained good friends. Really really good friends.



To cut the story short again:
December 19, 2007, I received a message. And that was Him. Butterflies in my stomach, the feeling was just like that. And.. bang. Our friendship has led to what we have now. Our relationship. After 5 and a half years, our little special relationship has become steady. Yay!



And now.. Here I am, proud of being friends with my same old Partner for 7 years.
Partner: that was our first Pet Name ☺

Now, you are not just a friend. You really are my Bestest Friend. My significant other, my other half.

I love you for being you.

You maybe everything that I am not, but our little differences spice up our love.

Things we have in common, keep us together. But the differences between you and I, that’s what makes life fun.

 

I can be a little girl at the same time a lady when I am with you.

Happy 7 years of friendship filled with love, and so much kick-ass times.

More to come!

You just make the story of my life complete! 

My Little Prayer.

Dear my Papa Jesus,

Let this be my little prayer tonight.

Good evening, Jesus. I love you so much and Thank you for loving me the whole day. I cannot thank you enough for all the beautiful blessings you have given me.

Lord, it is only You who know what I always feel. When my life crashes out and my heart breaks into pieces, it is only You who understand and make me whole again. For mending my broken soul, Thank you 'po.

I love you. I will always do. I know, I may have failed you a lot of times and I am really really sorry. Every bit of my failure does not mean that I have loved you any less.

Lord, thank you for this beautiful life that you have blessed me. Thank you for the trials that made me stronger. For the trials that I failed to pass and make you proud, I sincerely apologize. Still, thank you. For the major reason that, You continue to love and bless my life despite my appalling failures.

...I cannot put into words how blessed I am for the family you have given me. My Mama and Papa who gave me the best gift in my world, my LIFE. My brothers who love me so much like a Princess of their own. My little nephews (and soon to be nieces and nephews) for letting me be the MenMen of their beautiful lives, they are my angels.

…For my relatives who have always loved me. My Lolo, who continues to be our family’s inspiration. My three beautiful grandparents who are with you, Lala, Tay Adi and Nay Eli.Thank you for the wonderful lives you have given them.

...My friends. The same old and the brand new ones. As they continue to spice up my life. You have given me ANGELS in them.

...The people I see every day for the strength that You give them. Lord, thank you for teaching me how to pray for the lives of those people I get to see every day. I may not know them, and they may not know me, but I genuinely pray for them.

... My significant other, Patten. He is everything that I am not. Papa Jesus, your little princess is very lucky to have him. Our relationship has been shaken and broken a lot of times, and we earnestly express our gratitude knowing that You continue to love us and make us stronger every day. You are our relationship’s hero.

Please continue to guide the people I love. Also, the world where I exist. My life and their lives will always need You. We can never surpass a catastrophe in our lives without You being our Saviour, our God and Redeemer.

From me to You again:
     You alone have been my life’s strength. And Thank you. My friends, my family and the people in my life have no idea how much I owe You my strength. For the most part, they have no idea about my life’s ups and downs.

I am a sinner but You, my Jesus chose to love me with ALL you heart anyway.

I love you with All of Me.

 

Jesus, you are my Star, my Best friend.

My life’s Superhero.

Your little girl,
Meann