Melancholy

Hey ya. I feel like so down in the dumps right now. Mama’s leaving for Ontario today June 8, 12 mid day. Needless to say, our home will never be the same without her. Such sweet little random thoughts from a daughter. Anyhow, this is life. And we wish her all the best.

Apart from that, this thing adds to my melancholy: My boyfriend Patten is having second thoughts of not going back in Philippines, he just had his vacation in London and supposedly, he will be arriving tonight. June8.  Oh please, I don’t wanna miss him more. But you know, I always want the best for him.

I do wanna say a lot here. I have typed a lot, but decided to expunge those.. Should be left unsaid in this blog. Anyhow, I am staring at my Mom. She’s sleeping in my bed. I will really really miss you, Ma!! :-(

I am really sorry. But things like those are distressing. 

So now, what I am looking forward to this day is that: Mama's gonna have a safe trip. And Boyfriend comes back........