No words can express how exactly I felt last August 20. Saturday night. I woke up past 1 in the afternoon, anxious and pressured.
I walked back and forth and couldn't stand nor sit still. Presuming that I was having tachycardia. I checked on my facebook and found out that some good friends already sent their greetings to me. Take note, the results weren't released yet that time. Seeing those posts made me feel really nervous which led me to disabling my wallposts because i was becoming more anxious. Before I left home, I logged in to my facebook account and checked my application of 'God wants you to know'. I closed my eyes, had some deep breathing exercises and finally checked it out. It says there, that if you relax, it comes. Don't seek, don't search, don't ask, don't knock, don't demand - relax. If you relax, it is there. If you relax, God shows you the way. I was struck. I quite felt a relief. I told myself, okay, win or lose, I did my best so I enabled my wallposts back. Went to church and prayed. There was a 50% relief. I headed then to Jaica's place to be picked up by patten's cousin, Kuya Kirby. As jaica and I were waiting for Kuya Kirby, it was so obvious that my anxiety level was increasing. It was 6pm when I was seeing some posts at my facebook news feed congratulating Yogi, a topnotcher from our school. That made me 100% anxious. I have no access to the internet, I didnt know what to do best because I wasn't at home. Tots arrived, picked us up and headed to bluroze, we were about to attend a party. I was still feeling uneasy. I didn't know who to call on to check the results. Patten was at his design class. Since I didn't know what to do, i sent patten a lot of pings and disturbed him on his design class. He went to the computer shop. I was about to cry. Why isn't patten calling? Did I fail or what? I've been seeing posts like congratulations, rn to some of my friends yet nobody has congratulated me yet. I was really bothered and can't help it so I called patten. And he found my name on the list of the July Nursing Licensure Exam Passers. I cried and tried calling up my father but his number was out of reach so I called my brother, and he was really happy. I was in tears. Wow. The first person to hug me was Jaica, then tots and aiz. I was crying the whole time because I really can't believe I did make it! Not that I doubted myself for making it but because I was really nervous. God is forever great. I was speechless and cannot say the exact words. The flooding of greetings started on my facebook.Wow.
After the party, went straight at SM Lipa to meet up with my hs buds to celebrate Abby's birthday. Too bad that I really can't join them so I made it to the point that I'd just drop by. As soon as they saw me, they were holding some tissue papers with congratulations, Mary Ann F. Munoz RN. Wow. And then I went home. my nephews welcomed me with warm hugs and kisses. My whole fam were proud. The nonstop greetings on facebook and twitter were overwhelming. I couldnt explain the feeling. Intense feeling of euphoria, perhaps. God is too Great. God is Almighty. I am very blessed.
Passing the board was something that I really prayed and worked hard for. Something that could make me happy this year. The best gift this year. Well, it's the only gift I asked from God this year.
I guess when you really pray for something so hard and when you really work hard to get that something, God will give it to you.
It was on December 2007 when I started praying for my license. And from then on, I never stopped from praying for it. And the long wait is over.
Lord, you’ve been so great. I just had the best day of my 2011. I could never thank you enough Dear Lord for everything, and to you Mother of Perpetual Help, you’ve been true to
your words.
I am really glad I made it.
I am grateful for the people who stormed the heaven with prayers. My family, my friends, Patten and his family & relatives, my relatives, my Aunt, my CFC family, my upings, my batchmates. Sobrang saya po.
Euphoria. This feeling is so intense that I cannot thank that one Great Man above enough.
Here’s a funny story. I fell asleep while taking my exam. 5 parts, and I managed to take some series of non-rapid-eye-movement and had my eyes really shut off during the exam. I had to do that because my eyes were very bulbous from NP1-NP5. Hihi.
LORD, I LOVE YOU. TRULY, YOU ARE TRUE TO YOUR WORDS.
The first proof that was tagged to me, from Patten. He was the first person to check if I passed or not.
Another tag from my best friend, Tine.
THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHING. THANK GOD FOR ANSWERED PRAYERS. THANK GOD FOR THE PEOPLE WHO LOVE ME AND PRAYED FOR ME. THANK GOD FOR MAKING ME MARY ANN F. MUÑOZ, RN. THANK GOD FOR TAKE 1.
I am truly grateful. I gave my best and God just did the rest.
Love,
Mary Ann F. Muñoz RN
the little kid
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