10.26.11
Hiding. Seeking. Twist. Turns. Ups. Downs.
These words have been really bugging me out for a month now. Writing this while I'm waiting for my shift to end. Its 8:13 on my computer.
I'm still at work. I'm a new call center baby. The thing here is that, I don't exactly know where am I heading to at this point. Receiving calls, yes I can somehow adjust and talk to some americans or those living in the USa who give us a call. I have no complaint of them. I'm writing this thing right here because as a beginner, yeah its okay to make mistakes. As a beginner, you will make mistakes not just once but you'll learn from it little by little. In life, at work, you can't know it all especially when you're new in the field.
Actually. At the moment, I feel so uncertain. I want to quit, but I want to try some more. I want to just leave work, and do what can make me happy..--be a full pledged nurse and maybe study again. Thing here is that, I want my future to be the way I dreamt of it that's why I am working hard right now so I can get what I want. But at some point, I feel like quitting work. Not because of the issues I'm handling, not because some callers being irate. Well, I understand my environment, and I understand what it feels like to be a client. Well, on the other hand, I am very very thankful of my callers who really appreciated everything I did for them. As a starter, I'm not good. I don't expect myself to be really good but I do strive to give my callers the best of service. I see the value of having work and being unemployed. I realize all the things I should realize.
Its just...I want to become a nurse. Not here. And quit being an agent. You know, its hard to do something if your heart is not really into it. Yes, I love lending a hand, may it be via phone but..the job as a nurse is that one thing that can make me happy. Sigh. I jsut have my reasons why I need to be here. I need to somehow save something up in order for me to become a skilled nurse. I hope you guys get me.
Hiding. Seeking. Twist. Turns. Ups. Downs.
These words have been really bugging me out for a month now. Writing this while I'm waiting for my shift to end. Its 8:13 on my computer.
I'm still at work. I'm a new call center baby. The thing here is that, I don't exactly know where am I heading to at this point. Receiving calls, yes I can somehow adjust and talk to some americans or those living in the USa who give us a call. I have no complaint of them. I'm writing this thing right here because as a beginner, yeah its okay to make mistakes. As a beginner, you will make mistakes not just once but you'll learn from it little by little. In life, at work, you can't know it all especially when you're new in the field.
Actually. At the moment, I feel so uncertain. I want to quit, but I want to try some more. I want to just leave work, and do what can make me happy..--be a full pledged nurse and maybe study again. Thing here is that, I want my future to be the way I dreamt of it that's why I am working hard right now so I can get what I want. But at some point, I feel like quitting work. Not because of the issues I'm handling, not because some callers being irate. Well, I understand my environment, and I understand what it feels like to be a client. Well, on the other hand, I am very very thankful of my callers who really appreciated everything I did for them. As a starter, I'm not good. I don't expect myself to be really good but I do strive to give my callers the best of service. I see the value of having work and being unemployed. I realize all the things I should realize.
Its just...I want to become a nurse. Not here. And quit being an agent. You know, its hard to do something if your heart is not really into it. Yes, I love lending a hand, may it be via phone but..the job as a nurse is that one thing that can make me happy. Sigh. I jsut have my reasons why I need to be here. I need to somehow save something up in order for me to become a skilled nurse. I hope you guys get me.
Too dramatic. Enough.
xx
Littlekid.little agent.little nurse.
xx
Littlekid.little agent.little nurse.
the little kid
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