Little kid's thought on a Monday morning.

Written on Monday. October 24, 2011

I was browsing my twitter timeline earlier and I've been seeing some tweets about this Pilipinas Got Talent Season 3 Grand Finals' results. People have gone disappointed, mad and frustrated about the results. I was like Whoah! People. Chill. Yes, I couldn't relate at all cause I wasn't able to catch every episode of that because of work. Thing is, people have gone that way because their bet El Gamma Penumbra, a group who happens to be from Batangas didn't win. If I was able to watch that show, might as well I rooted for them too. As they say, they're world class talent. That made me go online and watch one of their presentations. Let me see..

After watching them present, I was beyond amazed. They are absoultely amazing. While browsing and reading the tweets, I have to share this two tweets that really made sense at all. Kuya Basteh tweeted " Kung madisappoint mga tao kala mo bumoto.. Amp.. Yan ang Pinoy, mareklamo la naman ginawa.."Monique Fajardo tweeted "Just because our bets didn't win,it doesn't give us the right to talk trash abt those who did. Jeeez people, RESPECT.. Take a chill pill ☺"and those really made sense. As we decide to watch a show, let's do make sense as well. We complain but we do nothing. We react but we didn't make any contribution. We trash talk. Well anyways, you tweet cos its your choice. You give your opinion because its your choice. So why the hell do I care at all? Hahaha :)) May God bless all this season's winners and I'm sure God has something prepared for them in the future. 

the little kid

Shit happens, you know.

Sometimes things don't go the way we want it. And if the things we want don't end up the way we've planned and foreseen it, we feel devastated. For today's generation, the term for it is; we feel all fucked up.

Unexpected circumstances in life do happen. Sometimes we want it, sometimes we don't. Here's the thing: SHit happens. It happens anytime, anywhere. Shit happens the most when you least expect it. That's why it is shit.

Shit happens. When you feel like you studied all night long for a major exam and then the next day while you're in the middle of taking the exam you suddenly felt this urge to defecate, so you have two options there: to take the exam while you're releasing your poop on your undies or just go to the restroom  and poop as fast as you can and get back to your chair and continue the test. See, that's shit.

Shit happens. When you forget something, when you ran out of money, when you lose your Internet connection, when the things you've invested alot get broken, when you want to go to a party then suddenly the rain pours hard, when your boss scolds you for something someone has done wrong and not you, when others blame you.

Shit strikes us in the head, folks. Shit happens everyday. We may not just see it coming because we focus too much on the beautiful things that we have for the day. But to some, they anticipate and groove with the shit so they find it hard to skip and resolve the issue that the shit has done. Shit for some reasons can do good. Shit helps us somehow. We don't just realise the pretty great things behind all the pieces of shit that have happened in our lives. Why? Because, for some. Shit is shit. When shit strikes you, you don't stop grooving with it. You talk, you argue, you get mad, you lose control. Why not pause for a second and anticipate the shit. Shit is pain and it only becomes a "pain in the ass" when you let the shit that you're experiencing make you a shit. Simple as that.

We all experience it. We all become it. Some of us groove with it, others don't. We hate it but sometimes, we tend to love the results of it.

Shit happens and there's no point in blaming yourself, and blaming others. How you experience shit won't define who you are, it's how you handle and groove with the shit.

What kind of shit have you experienced lately? And.. How was it experiencing the shit? :-)

Folks, I know it's quite uneasy for some of you to read all the inappropriate words in this blog post. But still, thank you for taking time to read.


Sometimes life's gonna hit you in the head with a brick. Dont lose faith! Just stay sharp and bold! Hugs! :-)

Love,

the little kid

Scream or enjoy the ride?

Hi! I'm up for a little writing.

Nothing in this world is easy. We people need to strive harder to get what we want. I've been thinking a lot lately. Literally, thinking. I entered a world which I am not familiar with in the first place. It's a bit of a hassle, you know. It's like I'm in a boutique and I can't find the right clothes that will fit on the type of my body. Since I am a newbie in the business of call center, I am still on the level where I need to adjust and adapt.

Some of you may ask, hey you already passed the board so why be in there? I have my own reasons. I'm here to pursue something because that's how I love nursing and my mum. Weird answer? Yeah, I know. But in a span of 6 months (or less), I can give you my reasons.

So as I have mentioned, I've been thinking a lot lately. About what? About a lot of things.

1. The weather. The weather has been really bad for a few weeks now and two-three typhoons have made a massive destruction in some areas in the country and caused some people to die. It's a total heartbreak whenever I see people suffer because of the government's lack of capabilities to help those people in need. They have spending a lot on some unimportant matters. Now, who gets to suffer? Those unfortunate people. Gah! I feel sorry for those families who lost their loved ones because of this disaster. I'm blessed I've never experienced a flood. My city has never experienced a flood. And I would never want to experience it. Thanks to those people who hand in hand do their best to help those people in need. God bless them more. And to those in the government, use your positions to help people in need not to help yourself gain money and fame or whatever you want me to call you guys. I respect all of you but please be fair to those families. They need you the most.

2.I think, I'm becoming a little matured. Whoa! Just kidding. I just enjoy everything that's on my mind. You know I've been blessed that my parents do trust my decisions and support me all the way. Well I guess that really happens when you finish your school, pass your licensure exam and get a job. Make your momma proud. Mm, I am just glad of the decisions I've made lately (about why I have to work). ( Excuse me, by decisions i mean and im talking about my job and life. Some may have misunderstood me, im not settling down nor pregnant, okay! So please stop whatever youre thinking ;) ) to continue, --And I'm proud of who I have become after all these blessings. MYMP

3. I miss my mom! Haven't Skype-d with her for quite a long time and I've been busy with work (to be certified).

4. My old laptop is not working. It's charger has been really bad lately. So we need a new one, ma! :) well, it's pretty old, hangs up very often and user friendly no more.

5. I struggle saving up! Salary is good. But first two months, saving up is quite awful. My excuse there is that I just enjoyed my first two salaries because I worked hard on it. don't get me wrong, I gave something for my family so it's still good ( I believe). But not-saving-up will only be an excuse for those two months, after this trip that Id be having this weekend id be all up for some saving up to do so that will be great :-)

6. I don't know how exactly those that I've written here relate to the first sentences I typed in "Nothing in this world is easy. We people need to strive harder to get what we want".
Haha! Seriously, I've been thinking a lot lately (again.hahaha) . I think a lot, about my work, my dream, of studying Nursing and working abroad, of how to deal well with those irate Americans....of my future. You knowing having surpassed all the trials that I went through lately wasn't that easy. You know sometimes, life hits you in the head with a brick so you got to remain strong. Break free. It's true, life is a roller coaster: it has it's ups and downs, and it's up to you if you want to scream or just enjoy the ride. :-)

But as for the little kid, she wants to enjoy the ride and go straight to her goals.

How about you? What's keeping you busy and happy?:)

the little kid

Hey hey 164!

Remember about my job application a week after I took the NLE? I got it and I’ve been training there for a month now. I had my final interview first week of August, and I started last August 8. My mindset was just to work, work, and earn to be able to assist me on my needs in the future. When I mean needs, these are my fees for seminars, trainings. Plus I want to be able to provide a little something for my family.

I want to become a Nurse so don’t get me wrong. God knows my heart’s desires so nobody has the right to judge me why I am in the call center. My parents, my aunt who financed me at school (college) they support my decisions and they know why I am doing this.

I didn’t know Id be able to find a family there. I didn’t even anticipate the fact that I will be able to build a relationship with my wave164 family. They are different people, different personalities but I love them. I saw the other side of the world in them. The side that I thought I knew but I didn’t. I’m glad I met them. 

We were first 12 in the group. Me, M, Anne, Zhe, Ate Malou, Kuya Lawrence, Merrill, Jed, Liz, Rey, Mark and Rich. On our first week, Liz said her goodbye because she was pregnant. Mark didn’t continue, too because of another job. So it was just the 10 of us left. Second week of training, there was an addition to the group, Conrad and Ate Ruth (Ate lothhh). The sad part is, Rich needed to leave. 3^rd week of training, Conrad left too. Every day, we get closer and closer. On our 4^th week, Ate loth has gotten back at the floor. So it was just the 9 of us left. Sad thing was..earlier this morning, 3 has to say goodbye, 6 will move on. Sucks. I’ll surely miss Zhe, Anne and Rey. But people come and go. I know God has better plans for them.  

I love my 164 family. M, Anne, Zhe, Ate Malou, Ate Loth, Liz, Merrill, Mark, Jed, Rey, Kuya Law, Rich, Conrad and our friends on Alorica itself Ramir, Ces, Malows, Shanon and Ryan. I am glad i met these beautiful people.

Meet Rey! The future dad! 

with Ann! (Mary Ann Estolano)

The fortuneteller. Haha. Kidding!

The cute mom :-)

ATE LOTH (Ruth Fabellon)

Gorgeous Mom!

Jed (Joey Edralin Manalo)

The weirdo. Joke lang, Jed!

The man with the third eye! HAHA. Creepy! 

The youngest in the group.

Ate Malou. MADAM! (Marilou Quiñones)

the VERIZON Queen. 

With Zhe. (Jherlyn Bolado)

The tough Zeh!

Merill (Merrill Luke Atienza)

The baby in our group.

 Ces (Ceasar Olan.)

Our PST Trainer. HAHAHHA.

The cool guy? hahaha.

M (Mary Ann Chavez)

The hot chick :P

Conrad. (Conrad Balmes)

The chickboy. Ha-ha.

Ramir (Ramir Panaligan)

The very helpful and supportive L3/TL.

THE MARY ANN's.

Mary Ann Muñoz (me)

Mary Ann Chavez (M)

Mary Ann Estolano (Ann)

BOYS with Malo.

Malo is the Big guy who inspired us a lot.

L-R: Rich, Rey, Mark, Jed, Merrill.

Girls with Kuya Lawrence Magbintang

with Shanon :-)

I just love you guys. I do. I will miss you all. 

NOTES!

Let me just put it this way. Haha. These are the notes that I’ve been scribbling out on my phone few months ago. Let me just share these notes. =’)

1st NOTE: ETO ANG HULING.

Eto na ang.. (inspired by the Ultimate, Carl Balita)

Last 2010
ang huling Birthday ko na hindi ako RN.
Huling bday ng nanay ko na hndi ako RN.
Huling xmas, newyr, fajutagana event na hndi ako RN.
Huling simbang gabi na hindi ako RN.
Huling anniversary na hindi ako RN.

Ngayong 2011 ang:
Huling Fiesta ng Lipa na hindi ako RN.
Huling HolyWeek na hindi ako RN.
Huling Valentines na hindi ako RN.
Huling Bday ni baby na hindi ako RN.
Huling Bday ni Papa, Lolo, Kuya Frank, Paul and sean, na hindi ako RN.
Huling bakasyon na hindi ako RN.
Huling birthday ni Patten na hindi ako RN.
:)))

So sa loob loob ko, papanindigan ko to!! 

2^nd NOTE: 11 THINGS

Typing while on my way to Lipa. Its a Saturday afternoon, 4:10pm of June 11 '11. I have no idea why I immediately took my phone out of my bag and be in the memo. I just want to share these things:

1. At the moment, I'm happy. There's a 0 burden in my heart. I'm more likely carrying a much joyful heart right now. The activity we did at the end of the review was very relieving. And I promised to myself, I aint gonna look back on those burdens that have been contributing a lot of factors for my heart to feel heavy.

2. I am determined to make myself much ready. 

3. I know with all the things I've been doing, God knows what exactly the desires of my heart are. 

4. I know God will always be with me. I know He wants to prosper me and not to harm me. With this, I am very certain.

5. I know my family, and the people who care for me pray with me.

6. I am determined to fly high. 

7. I want to make my everyday an opportunity to become better.

8. I want to make sure that I spend my time loving other people and the Lord, because that's what life is all about. (This has always been my morning prayer)

9. I will be successful, and with my success I bring others along with me. 

10. I trust myself. I believe in myself. I know why I want this.

11. Lastly, I know I am going to make it far because my God is Good, my God is Great and my God is Almighty. 

11 things which I am more certain on the 11th of June. I feel good. My soul feels better. 

(A little note I typed while I'm currently sitting on the first row on the bus to Lipa. Have no idea when will I be posting this. Ciao!)

THERE ☺

the little kid