Photo Ops!

Find a picture of you that fits the description asked.
Type something about the picture under it.

Got it from Pong Castillo. THANKS!

One: Most recent picture of you, no matter how embarrassing

At Tibbies Xmas Party!

Two: A picture of you eating/drinking something

Oh Yeah. The lip-smacking DQ!

Nachoooosss!

FAVORITES!

the SAA-AANDD-Wii--CCHH patten gave me.

                                                        

Three: An awkward picture of you

Nurses' Week First Day. OH HELLOOO THERE! :'>

Four: A picture of you high from Marijuana

Five: A picture of you high from anything harder

CANT GET ENOUGH! Yeah. So high!

Six: A picture of you looking bitchy

SO YEAHHHHHHHHHHH

Seven: A picture of you sticking your tongue out

Weekend Buds!

With my adorable nephew, Paullie!

EKKKK!

My 20th Birthday.

Eight: A picture of you with your best friend/s

MY SISTERS FOREVERRRR

 

HS BUDS: Kim and Cham! 

  

LO & NOY: I MISS YOU BOTH

THE TINES! MY SISTERS

NICOTINE

LEN AND HEADS! 

TEN AND BANCS!

LOVE YOU GUYSSSSSSSSSSSS :>

Nine: A picture of you kissing someone

Look at my face. Wasnt so sure about this challenge. Me kissing Dijan. HAHA

FOOL KISS with Vergara.

With CHA-CHA! I miss you dear!

Ten: A picture of you at a show/concert

BAMBOO @ USTE!

BAMBOOOOOOOO!

Ooo, Bambooo!!

Eleven: A picture of you showing your teeth

TE-EETTTTHH


Hello. Beaver?

Twelve: A picture of you showing a lot of cleavage

Saying Hello to my babies. heheheh

Thirteen: A picture of all your piercings
???

Fourteen: A picture of you looking Emo

Just after I reached the top. 

Fifteen: A picture of you at work

  

Typing stuffs for the Grand Case Pres of our Group.

Sorting the sheet.

Sixteen: A picture of your shoes

My fave CHUCK TAYLOR! Personalized, ☺

Seventeen: A mirror picture

With Meann and Ate Maan. I LOVE!

Nineteen: A picture of you with a toy/stuffed animal

Twenty: A picture of you at school
  

At school library 

Twenty-one: A picture of you straightening your hair

Twenty-two: A picture you drew

Twenty-three: A picture of you head to foot

McDo.

Twenty-five: A picture of you in black and white

Blurrrrrrrrr

Twenty-six: A picture of you with your iPod

Twenty-seven: A picture of you giving a peace sign

Twenty-eight: A picture of you wearing a hood

Bass guitarist Wanna-be!

Twenty-nine: A picture of your stomach

FAT KID! Hey! Shot with my Boy!

Thirty: A picture of you with different coloured hair

???

Thirty-two: A picture of you with Starbucks

With the Torchees after Kasangga. 3, 4 years back?
Well. Anyway, I MISS YOU LOADS.

Thirty-four: A picture showing off your legs

What the? This was so October 31 2008. Haha!!

Thirty-five: The oldest picture of you that you have

Jeez. I miss those chubby cheeks! 

                  

Needing a hug.

If you could read what's in my heart,

 you'd be in tears.

Now, I need a HUG. 

I've been saying this: It's almost Christmas and I want people to set aside their dilemmas and so do I. 

I dont wanna feel like i'm so down in dumps right now. I just want everything be right on Christmas. I just wanna let this things all out. 

Boo. 

I'm still a kiddo who is excited for Christmas!  

Now I know, God can give me the best comfort I need. Comfort I've always needed.

Try to Listen.

I just need a vent for my feelings right now. And I dont know how to get started with this. What I am really feeling is that, why cant my opinion be our decision? And when we just come up with your decision suddenly there will be troubles or whatever. Hey, dont get me wrong. I'm not blaming you for anything. I am lucky to have you. I just want you to please..for once, try to listen in my opinion.  

PERIOD.  That's it..............

Can We Please be...

1: Can we all be unselfish thiis time?


12.13.10


SELFISHNESS. n. -stinginess resulting from a concern for your own welfare and a disregard of others.


If there's one thing in this world that I'm not a huge fan of. That'll prolly be SELFISHNESS. Selfishness in little things. Oh Yeah, we live in an ever changing world, I know. But cant people just set aside this thing for Christmas' sake? 


Yesterday, I was at the mall. And a man was unaware that he dropped his P50. A group saw the money and a guy from the group picked it up. He was smiling, and was like making a little fun of it while the guy who dropped the money continued his walk still unaware that he dropped it. The guy who picked the money seemed not to care at all and just walked slowly and not even running onto the guy. Thing is, they knew that that little P50 belongs to the guy but because of his unselfish acts, the guy who lost the money wont have it back. Selfishness sucks, basically. And what if, that's that guy's only money left? Oh well. Just sucks.


Heyhey. I am not an angel. Seriously, I may cheat on amounts with regards to school stuff to my parents but never can I cheat on others I do not know. Atleast, I know.. I can repay what I am getting to my parents. Well, atleast. But damn. Not with others, others whom I never know their life's stat. Or whatever. 


Another thing why I wrote this was: this selfishness has been getting into my nerves. I seriously hate it when people would be asking for your help esp. a family member.. and will keep on doing the same old thing but still.. he never shows you consideration. ONLY WHEN HE NEEDS YOU. Fcuk. I hate it. 


I'm not perfect nor close to being one. But.. selfishness with regards to little things? Heck. No way. 


.....................:P Can we all please be unselfish this Christmas? Please. Less for ourselves, More for others. But enough for all. Just this season, oh Pleaseeeeee! :P



2. Can we all be just excited about it?
12.14.10




Tuesday. 11 days to go before Christmas. 


What are the things that happened today?

• I woke up having the feeling of uneasiness. I thought i'm having some bowel movement problems, and my stomach pain was killing me. Afraid that maybe I couldn't go to school, but luckily. The pain eased. 
•  At school, we've been learning and learning. We were taught how we can interpret the findings in an electrocardiogram. 
•  While Our Clinical instructor was performing the ECG procedure, and printed the paper, i tried to look at it and a member from our class just said ''Kadiri''. I didnt care cause I do not know if she was pertaining to me. While the demonstration was being done, that certain girl was having a nonstop talk. This girl, I guess really has a personality disorder. She keeps on commenting in everything. Whenever someone attempts to participate in a class discussion, she would say such(JJP) words that are very cheap and inappropriate. Oh well, I find her so insecure. Why on earth would someone keep on talking nonsense? 
• I witnessed my two classmates having some dust-up. My groupmate was so fed up with JJP. And this JJP could only say words on her back. On everybody's back. So I was happy enough that someone stood for her right.
•  As soon as I knew that I was the one that JJP was pertaining to as ''kadiri'' I laughed my ass out. Well, I will never argue with her. I do find it so cheap. I'm not a lady with class. But I wont bother to agrufy with her. Such an immature thingummy.
•  My collegebuds, Lindsay and Heather and I were just laughing about everything that happened at class. Whatever that JJP has been going through, she shouldnt be like that. She's making others pity her. Oohh.
•  On my way home: While waiting for a busride, I stood in front of this woman yelling at this girl and kept on telling the girl that she was a moron. Sheeessh, Man! It's almost Christmassssssss. 
•  Bought gifts for our Kris Kringle. Hoping that Lindsay will like what I bought for her. :-))

.Oh my! It's almost Christmas. Can everybody just be so excited about it and set aside their quandaries? Just shut the hell up! :D 

Can't wait!

Can we please fast forward on Christmas break? Kidding. Well, I've been repeating this over and over: Welcome to the best time of the year.


So many events to be looking forward to and I'm crazily excited.

• Simbang gabi. It is one of the longest and most popular among the Filipino traditions in the country. This for me is a commitment and truly a devotion to it.
• Get together/ Christmas Parties. CANT WAIT to see my friends, longtime friends, family members!
• Christmas Day: For the 3rd or 4th time, we will be celebrating the Christmas Eve @ Lipa. We've been used to spending the Noche Buena in my Father's side at Cavite. And now since my mum won't be able to spend the Holidays with us, (she's in Canada), Papa decided to spend the Christmas Eve in my brother's apartment. Happy Birthday, Jesus!
• 3 day Family Reunion: It's been a tradition for years now to have this 3 day-family reunion on my Maternal Side. We got games, parties and activities set. 
• our 3rd Year Anniversary. <3 <3 <3 <3!!

Ho-Ho-Ho! 

CAN'T WAIT ANNYYYY LOOONNNGGEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR 

One fragile and innocent thing.

HEY. WADDABOUT OUR FIRST LOVE? Just had an idea of blogging this. I'm currently watching this noontime show and their topic was about first love. How some people ended up marrying their first love. Just like that. Cute, right. So what I did before copy-pasting this article was I searched for FIRST LOVE thingummies.  

peoplerelationships.syl.com/loverelationships/firstlov

First love

Theoretically first love can happen in any age or not happen at all. But most people had fallen in love for the first time when they were teenagers. That exciting new experience most of us remember very well during all our life. For an adult his/her own high school problems and the problems of their children seem very funny, silly and simple especially compared with all the difficulties of adult life. Somehow we forget how tragic and full of drama life and relationships were than in our adolescence.

Than a teenager falls in love and it happens for the first time he/she feels all it’s ups and downs for the first time either. In that age we mostly enjoy ourselves and study the new emotions inside than show much interest for the inner world of our first boy/girlfriend.

Once we start to show interest to the persons of the other sex and a little later instinctively choose our first love. The relationships between two sexes will interest and  trouble us during all our future life but these first steps are always the most difficult and for some of us turn to be very painful. Teenager has a growing and changing body that he/she hasn’t started to understand yet and a delicate soul which is so easy to hurt.

Adults very often don’t take this first affection for serious, they may laugh at it, preach, tell their children that they are too young to really feel anything, that his or her object isn’t a good pair for him or her, they may try obey them stop seeing their boy/girlfriend. This is all very wrong. No one can stop anybody from falling in love especially when it’s so beckoning with the novelty. Wise adults can only try to support their young comrade to pass this complicated with the least wounds and hurt. The feelings of adolescents are as changeable as their mood. So the first love usually goes very soon after it comes.  The mission of people around is to show that it’s not the end of world and that a teenager is not alone, that there still stay people who love him/her and in their love he/her can’t be sure. The first love is only the first lesson to learn but it like Alphabet stays in the basic of the whole future relationships of a human.

Very often we cherish these memories a lot, sometimes idealise them, remember the first love as something very innocent and fragile. If something went wrong than some people may have some problems with starting new relationships, they may even achieve come serious complexes that will be spoiling their relationships all the time.

But there’s no such low that tells we all fall in love for the first time in our adolescence if not with our coevals, than with our favourite teaches, famous actors and pop-stars. Yes, teenagers searching an ideal love object in the real life and not finding it there can turn to TV-screen heroes, or persons who are elder and seem wiser and more experienced when the people of the same with them age. Of cause most adults don’t take these kid’s falling for them too serious. It passes as does the hysterical passion for the pop-stars. But still some people don’t fall in love at this age of first love at all, they have some boy/girlfriends in order not to differ from others, to satisfy curiosity and a booty call, they may really like the coevals they have relationships with, but still it nothing serious. For those people their first love may come later, and the feeling will be the same new and surprising for them as for the teenagers. But Bernard Show said that if you haven’t fallen in love till you’re forty you already shouldn’t do it after. 

My first love and I's official first love design. Designed by Kuya Sonny Ricablanca.

THAT'S ONLY OURS.

my first love <3.

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Just saying.

I'm not a fan of cancelled hangouts, meet-ups, dates, etc because of some invalid annoying reasons, whatever. Really not a fan.


But yeah, we're all different. I understand that. But, kick ass times are important to me. Times that I have always looked forward to. Times where I ca only escape from the demands of this ever changing world. So yeah.


It's when your level of excitement drops from 95% to 5%. This annoyance will pass in a bit. I'm not just a fan of this. JUST SAYING. :-P

Cold Breeze

There has been a steady cool breeze. The trees sway nonstop. As you go in the corners of the world today, you'll probably see houses beautifully decorated, colorful lights everywhere, people beating the sales, jingles everywhere. Well, welcome to the best time of the year.. Christmas Time!!

We people are very particular to this time of the year. Nothing beats Christmas Time. Right? I guess, the feeling of joy will never be replaced when we welcome the month f December. Its a different celebration. I find peace, and love everywhere. How I wish it's always Christmas.

I love living in the South. Particularly in this Sector of Batangas because I get to experience this lovely steady cold breeze, it does spawn the Yuletide season. 

Just writing this to welcome this time of the year. Wishing everyone an advance Merry Merry Christmas!! <3.

Something really worth the sweat.

Nothing beats.

Thrilled. Amazed. Victorious.

I just had one of the best days in my life. November 25, 2010. I woke up excited but a bit nervous. Why? Because this day marks our Grand Case Presenatation @ De La Salle Lipa.

Excited because I will be representing not only my College but also our University FOR THE FIRST TIME.
.........................I will be facing a crowd I actually dont know.
.........................I together with my GrandCase teamates want to rock the day.
.........................we will be presenting the case we've been working hard for.

Nervous because I still have cough which for me is a killer. I'm afraid that I'd be coughing while presenting my part, and that isnt good.
.........................maybe, just maybe... The panel of judges will critique our paper that much..
........................I may not be able to present my part in 5 minutes.

I knew from the moment that I woke up that this will be a joyful day. Just to make this story short, my teamates arrived @DLSL quite late, Funny though. We prayed. Unfortunately (but hell not), Abu picked number 1. So we will go first. Btw, there will only be 2 schools competing. As Jomar (the talented technical guy) played the intro of our case. We've seen how in awe the audience were. It was very high-tech. I will be the 2nd presenter and as Jean called my name, I got on stage and basically what's been on my mind is that..Please, Lord. Dont let me cough cos I promise I'll rock this. And I was just so g-l-a-d. I presented my part very well. I walked, talked, explained my part with confidence. Not thinking about whether will I be oughing or not. I enjoyed that very moment. And thank you Lord, I didnt cough during my presentation. Amazing.

My teamates, really did well. Damn well. They rocked. Seriously. Although we ran out of time. Still.. We rocked the Question and Answer portion. Thank u Lord. We would always remember what the panelist told us while on stage for the critiquing, 'Be smart'. and we were. They stated that they were impressed. And that's a point on us because we really worked hard for this.

I want to commend the presenters of the other school for a job well done. They did really good. Although we've supported them, they did not seem to care. Their Clinical  Instructors were very unprofessional. But.. Seems like, if you'd get bothered by other schools or if you'd just remain bitter, well you will not succeed. Well enough for that. It was a nice competition aftre all.


Haayyy.. Seriously, I am still wide amazed and grateful that I was one of those seniors chosen. Lord, our prayers do move mountains. This is something worth the sweat. Something that we will always remember for the rest of our lives. I'm so proud of my team and our coaches. Seeing them happy, jumping for joy, believing in our abilities alot.. wow! Thank you.

I am also glad that Ive met new people.

I share this medal to:
..my former GrandCase teamates.
..our instructors who have been so supportive. Ma'am Yolyn, Ma'am Bergado, Sir Mar, Sir Cumba. You guys rock!
..my Groupmates: GroupB
..Lindsay and Heather. Who have been always supportive.
..My LOlo, Mama, Papa and brothers. Aunt Loida and Patten.
 
I just feel like I won a lottery. One of the best days of my life.

Puppy Love.

Young at heart. Teenage love. Puppy love. Young love. Highschool blues.

Getting into my nerves. But technically speaking, who would never get so giggly when this is being talked about. right? I was once a highschool student who had loads f crushes around. I experienced the thing everyone pertains to as 'puppy love'. The thing we all refer to as kilig-to-the bones of being a highschool student. Yes, I experienced those mushy and cute stuff and even upto this moment that I'm already 20 (still young @ heart) I still smile and have a fun time reminiscing the highschool 'mushy' days.

..I was once 13, but I wasnt that super child-like 13 kiddie. I kinda had this strong yet kind looking aura. The look which is like you-cant-mess-up-with. But  behind that look is a very goofy highschool student. I was 13 years old (Well, actually 12) when I had my someone my first ka-mutual understanding (M.U). He was Patrick Allen (Patten) . But he isnt my first boyfriend. HAHA. I was 13 when I had my first boyfriend young, eh? I was 14 when I cried to my Mum when I told her about my relationship thingy to a guy she really didnt like. I was 15 when I had my first puppy-love heartbreak although it was a plain mutual understanding. The heartbreak which I did have a hard time moving on cos I liked the guy alot and we've been really good friends (although we didnt have this boyfriend-girlfriend relatiosnhip). I got over it after a year. I was 16 when I opened my heart again to someone. It was plain mutual understanding again for 3 months. But I eventually ended up being a heart broken. But i didnt not consider it as a puppy love..

Funny though. Highschool is a lot of fun. But never did I play with the thing called love. Also, never did I go beyond my limits. I wasnt like that. Looking back, I learned a lot from my highschool puppy love experiences. Hey, I wasnt that school girl who only looked for love. On the first place, when I was in highschool puppy love was like the 10th priority.

..Puppy love is just like one of our life's cutest experiences. You'll never get to enjoy life without having experienced that. It is something so fun to share with someone you like or love as we pertain to. It is that something that when you recall, you just smile and giggle about. It's the thing when you can't get over a day without having seen your special someone. A thing which you share the giggles with your girlfriends. Puppy love is like when you feel your heart is beating so fast when you get to see that certain love of yours. Puppy love, it is when you are torn in a situation and all you can do is to impress that guy, the feeling that 'Dear Embarassment, please not now'. Puppy love, is something that you cant really eat a burger on the way you want it to be eaten because you're crush is looking at you. It is something some girls would cry overnight when they feel broken. It is something where you will like someone more when you hear him singing or playing a song for you...and there's more.

..How cute young love is, isnt it? For whatever it is, i'm glad that once, twice, thrice in my life..I experienced that. I have always said that love has its own ways of fnding us. May it be young or a mature love. With young love, we experience the fun and company given by someone special, the love that only that someone special can give, the care. AND A LOT MORE. 

The reason why I am blogging this thing out is, (let me catch my breath first)... My 14 y/0 brother already has a girlfriend. It is a sort of heartbreaking in my part because he is the youngest in the family. And he's been the family's baby, but a baby no more. Now I know how heartbreaking it is for some parents to accept that your child is a grown up.. Nonetheless, I am happy for my brother. Really happy! :-)

Who knows, you'd still ended up with your first puppy love. I was once infatuated with this certain guy when I was 12 (May 2003) and I'm puppylove-no-more with him. We shared the thing we always refer to as puppylove/infatuation when we were 12 but went on different paths, after 5 and a half years (Decemberr 2007) we met halfway and now I cant stop falling with my first love. I guess that was a puppy love that has grown.

..........My first puppy love, is currently my boyfriend for almost 3 years now, Patten.

The Cheesy Note.

This is such a funny stuff I wrote on my iTouch's Application: Awesome Note. Wrote this on 6th of July @ 19:44. What I could only remember was, I am thinking about those things about me. I just dont know but here it goes..

''I promise to love you everyday of forever baby.

I could be one of the hardest girls to be dealing with. I am quite of a paranoid. I'm fragile, breakable like a glass. Just annoying like a gay-you-hate. I'm stubborn like a rebel. A kiddo who enjoys everything at hand. Someone who hurdles hassle. So not Ms. Smartypants. I am not a classic or an uptown lass with poise.

I don't walk with my legs sketching some eights. My hair is a sort of frizzy. Im never good on aesthetics. My height is fun-size. Actually outdated on whose the famous wenches in Hollywood or wheresoever. Unaware of the whole barbie thingummy.

My body is quite far from an 8 oz bottle of cola. I am not a hot-shot chick that every guy in town will adore.

A self confessed kid by heart. But a fighter in my own world.

I love with the way I know and I can.

I am just perfectly imperfect. And I have the courage to be me.

I'm unconditionally inlove with Patten.
:-) ''

---------SO YEAH! Wrote those. Funny though :-))

Enigma.

This Compaq baby was given to me by my Aunt. An old model of Compaq. But i super love this not-so-old Compaq.

 

By the way, Meet my ever-so-beautiful, LALA!

Hey Grandmom!

We all miss you loads. I miss you everyday, Lala.

LALA (That's what we call her. That stands for LOLA/Grandmother)

Look at her picture. Taken when she was 16, 17, 18. Wah! I am really confused. Engraved at her tomb was 'A mother like ours is a memory. She is a living presence' I tagged this photo to my relatives who of course knew my Lala. They were all happy to have seen this and the say: 

My Tita Nenet sent me a message at Facebook saying:

''u made my day pleasant by giving me d pic of inay...i really miss the times that she was here in my life...she is an enigma "

WE LOVE YOU, LALA.