Puppy Love.

Young at heart. Teenage love. Puppy love. Young love. Highschool blues.

Getting into my nerves. But technically speaking, who would never get so giggly when this is being talked about. right? I was once a highschool student who had loads f crushes around. I experienced the thing everyone pertains to as 'puppy love'. The thing we all refer to as kilig-to-the bones of being a highschool student. Yes, I experienced those mushy and cute stuff and even upto this moment that I'm already 20 (still young @ heart) I still smile and have a fun time reminiscing the highschool 'mushy' days.

..I was once 13, but I wasnt that super child-like 13 kiddie. I kinda had this strong yet kind looking aura. The look which is like you-cant-mess-up-with. But  behind that look is a very goofy highschool student. I was 13 years old (Well, actually 12) when I had my someone my first ka-mutual understanding (M.U). He was Patrick Allen (Patten) . But he isnt my first boyfriend. HAHA. I was 13 when I had my first boyfriend young, eh? I was 14 when I cried to my Mum when I told her about my relationship thingy to a guy she really didnt like. I was 15 when I had my first puppy-love heartbreak although it was a plain mutual understanding. The heartbreak which I did have a hard time moving on cos I liked the guy alot and we've been really good friends (although we didnt have this boyfriend-girlfriend relatiosnhip). I got over it after a year. I was 16 when I opened my heart again to someone. It was plain mutual understanding again for 3 months. But I eventually ended up being a heart broken. But i didnt not consider it as a puppy love..

Funny though. Highschool is a lot of fun. But never did I play with the thing called love. Also, never did I go beyond my limits. I wasnt like that. Looking back, I learned a lot from my highschool puppy love experiences. Hey, I wasnt that school girl who only looked for love. On the first place, when I was in highschool puppy love was like the 10th priority.

..Puppy love is just like one of our life's cutest experiences. You'll never get to enjoy life without having experienced that. It is something so fun to share with someone you like or love as we pertain to. It is that something that when you recall, you just smile and giggle about. It's the thing when you can't get over a day without having seen your special someone. A thing which you share the giggles with your girlfriends. Puppy love is like when you feel your heart is beating so fast when you get to see that certain love of yours. Puppy love, it is when you are torn in a situation and all you can do is to impress that guy, the feeling that 'Dear Embarassment, please not now'. Puppy love, is something that you cant really eat a burger on the way you want it to be eaten because you're crush is looking at you. It is something some girls would cry overnight when they feel broken. It is something where you will like someone more when you hear him singing or playing a song for you...and there's more.

..How cute young love is, isnt it? For whatever it is, i'm glad that once, twice, thrice in my life..I experienced that. I have always said that love has its own ways of fnding us. May it be young or a mature love. With young love, we experience the fun and company given by someone special, the love that only that someone special can give, the care. AND A LOT MORE. 

The reason why I am blogging this thing out is, (let me catch my breath first)... My 14 y/0 brother already has a girlfriend. It is a sort of heartbreaking in my part because he is the youngest in the family. And he's been the family's baby, but a baby no more. Now I know how heartbreaking it is for some parents to accept that your child is a grown up.. Nonetheless, I am happy for my brother. Really happy! :-)

Who knows, you'd still ended up with your first puppy love. I was once infatuated with this certain guy when I was 12 (May 2003) and I'm puppylove-no-more with him. We shared the thing we always refer to as puppylove/infatuation when we were 12 but went on different paths, after 5 and a half years (Decemberr 2007) we met halfway and now I cant stop falling with my first love. I guess that was a puppy love that has grown.

..........My first puppy love, is currently my boyfriend for almost 3 years now, Patten.