Sapped.

Time Check: 9:46pm

First thing: I seriously want to blub and scream my lungs out at this very moment! ( I wish I could)

Sigh. I just had my dinner. I just got home. I am so tired.  I’m mentally sapped.

I went to school past 9 in the morning for the final revision and dry run supposedly. At school, I was surprised that there are still tons of revisions.  Damn it. All the while, what we all thought was….the revisions will be minimal. We’re all tired. Dog-ass tired. I’m jealous of those who are enjoying the NO DUTY WEEK. Shit. (Sorry for the word). But I want to rest, seriously. This isn’t a joke. We have been spending hours at school to finish the papers. We have been staying late at the library until it closes. And staying late at school until the school gates get closed. So how was that? The revisions will be damn easier if only we are complete. Yeah. I was like screaming because there are these two presentors who have been excusing themselves for some INVALID (?) reasons. They knew and they were informed that this day was supposedly our final shooting, final revision, and dry run day! But where the hell are they? We are all exerting efforts here, man. We are all sacrificing. Can you guys just leave your comfort zones for awhile?  Yeah, I am quite pissed and this is my best outlet.

I just hate it. The GrandCase  will be on the 7^th, 3 nights from now.  Tuesday and Wednesday was supposed to be the study days but what happened? Because those two didn’t attend, everything just got affected. We all WANTED to rest before the Grand Case. But hell, how can we have rest if everyday we’ll wake up early and come home late?  Damn it!! I really wanna cry. Bang. We are all dog-ass tired. So for once, please. Let’s do this well.

What I am keeping in my mind right now despite the feeling of tiredness, being pissed, and sort of jealousy that everything happens for a reason. SIGH