Happier with my life.

just this morning, I realized that I should shun all forms of my little insecurities. And just feel good about who I really am. I have been a little hard on myself for almost one and a half year. I have quandaries that I have been keeping to myself. Those predicaments that have been pushing me down. Those predicaments, that will be left unsaid. I was almost at the peak of giving up. But God has always has His ways. I was breaking. My soul was halfway dying. But Jesus saves.

I wont deny how bad I felt on myself. I dont feel insecure with others, only with myself. And I wont deny that certain fact. And I was really struggling.

There has come a point that I was not happy with myself anymore. But I am not ashamed of having felt that way. This is a real world. And I am learning. Hey, dont get me wrong. I have a beautiful life. But I screwed up. That's why I struggled.

I was weak for quite sometime, but I am stronger now. I have learned from my defeats. Yeah, defeats.

I don't need to tell the world my Life's Most Heart Breaking Point. I just want the world to know how I am standing and facing this world. Proud and Blessed. God has just continued to mend my broken soul and has forgiven me.

I did a lot of thinking, realizations as well. I am happy. I am blessed. And I am thanking God for those struggles. Truly, I have learned a lot.

I am no insecure. I am no extraordinary. I just feel good. I choose to feel good. And I choose to be happier because I create my life's happiness.

:)