You're indescribably precious.

Isnt it sweet? Oh Lord. I know everyone gets to receive such but this thing right here is just truly timely.

God has been so great. But this year, its incredible. I should know. Every time I ask him for something, He gives that to me. (Oops. As long as I work hard on that). There were times that I struggled a lot this year but WHOA. GOD NEVER FAILS. JESUS SAVES. I am really wide amazed with all the twists and turns of my 2011 but so far so good! Struggling but always surviving.

Yes, there were times this year that I experienced being down in dumps. Many many times. Literally. I’ve been down for a couple of times this year. My relationship with Patten and some of my closest friends went on a roller coaster ride.  A tough roller coaster ride I must say.  I felt a little struggle in school (Thesis and all the graduation blues). My mum’s sickness which really made me sad.  Work. A lot of things. Relationships, School, Board Exam, Work. Seriously, I struggled for the past few months. Thing is, I didn’t lose faith.  I held on to His arms tighter than ever. I strived to trounce on those exigent moments of my 2011. When everything in this world fails, God will be there to lift you higher and He will never fail you. All you have to do is to trust His loving ways, Trust His Love.

Looking back, I'm glad I faced those struggles and passed very well. Yes, I always say I still struggle. We all struggle at some point. But since my teenage years, I learned to thank God for my struggles because my struggles make me stronger; I also learned to thank Him for my defeats because my defeats taught me how to fight back and do well next time. Not only that, my defeats made me realize how great God's love for me is. And that's one of the sweetest things this life has to offer, Gods love.

Everytime I struggle, I pray. I think. I let it out and pray again. I wouldn't even notice that God is preparing something better than what I prayed for. You know in life, you just have to look what's beyond the picture. Look within. 

If you are reading this, and if you're struggling like the little kid (I know we have different struggles) what I can just say is to keep the faith, my friend. Life is never easy, we all know that. Just show the Big Boss the desires of your good heart and I'm sure in no time, he'll grant your wish.

Plus, sometimes its nice to struggle. Its nice to be tested. You get to experience God's love more when you're struggling. 

Yes, I'm struggling and still finding ways how to survive. But I'm sure I'll get through this because God will never give us anything we can't handle. Whatever kind of struggle I'm experiencing at the moment, good / bad I'd still thank God for all my struggles. 

Good morning. Enjoy your November, folks!

You are very unique and precious. If you are struggling and having a hard time getting through it all, just remember this my friend: Jesus Saves. Trust His Love for you.

 ☮♥☺

the little kid