There's a perfect timing.

This is just another blog post from being upset and moving on. 

Yes, you're right. I'm upset. I was really upset two hours ago, yes really upset. But after some sort of crying and talking to my God, I can say that I'm now a little upset. Two hours ago, I received a not-really-good news, and that made me upset. I was really excited for that, and I just heard that I will not be able to get that thing done by next week. Sad. I felt really sad. I must admit, I got a little mad that's why I had to cry it out. I tried my best to ask God. But I also tried my best not to question him. I just expressed how bad I felt, I told my God how upset I was. I let it all out and cried. Of course I'm not going to write down here what I told him, its just between the two of us. I really felt bad. Seriously, and I must always admit, I hate that sometimes things don't go the way I want it, (Just proves that i am truly a Libran): BUT. That doesn't mean that I'll be mad, sad and upset all the way. I'm sure that is not the Little Kiddo that you know. I know I have so many blog posts about being upset, and moving on and this is just one of those and I'm sure there's still alot to come. 

I know how much I wanted that thing that made me upset. (Not a material, okay? Something really important to me). Unfortunately, I'm not gonna be able to get that thing done. But, I know God has His own reasons. That's what I've always told myself when I get to experience some mishap. I'll never get tired of praying for Him to help me understand His plans for me. It's not that easy to end up trying to understand the things He wants in your life but you always have to trust no matter how difficult it is. Still, we have to realize that He is God. I am really sad, I'm not going to be a hypocrite, I am upset, yes I am. But I dont want to lose myself too much. No matter how bad I am feeling, I know I have to focus on myself and on the things that I can get done. 

As they say, God answers in three ways. 

First, He says Yes and gives you what you want. 

Second, He says no and gives you something better.

Third, He says Wait and gives you the best. 

For the record, I experienced the first and second this year. And maybe, its time I experience the third. No matter how sad I am, I'm sure everything will be alright and worth the wait. 


Thank you for reading and sorry for the little drama. 

xxx

the little kid